It is absolutely crazy how happy I am. I have the best life. Two adorable kidlets, and one amazing husband.
Life is really hard. Super stressful. At times I admit that I can't find the positive in the situation. We're poor, we never get to see Sean between work
and school. BUT we are
happy. Crazy, eh?
I cannot believe how much we've grown through these past few years together. It's literally taken me three years to figure out all of this housewife stuff, but I think that I'm
finally getting the hang of it (although, I know I'll be thrown curve balls every now and then)! I'll be the first one to admit that I thought that being a stay-at-home-mom would be the easy way out. Man, was I wrong! I didn't realize all it took to keep a house in order, food on the table, and kids happy. Literally a full time job.
Infact, I often joke that I work three shifts a day. So I pull a triple. :) I work a day shift which consists of the day to day stuff like taking care of kiddos, making meals...ya know the usual. As soon as the kids are in bed my night shift begins. This is where I clean, more so than just the picking up messes through out the day. Once that is complete the graveyard shift begins. Getting up with newborns, or calming the two year old with the nightmare. Granted, I am one lucky girl because Sean has always been
amazing at getting up at night too!
I will also admit that at times I think to myself, "it would be so much easier to go to work". Not that it would be
easier because I know that working moms have a bigger load on their plate because they have to do all the mommy work and their job work. Just that it would be nice to get out of the house without the kids, and that having the money would make life
much easier. Every family's situation is different, but for our family this is the road we have chosen. I can honestly say that I love it.
I am so grateful for Sean. He works his little tail off. I cannot even imagine the stress that's involved with going to school full-time while also working a full-time job. He is definitely my hero. I know he's working so hard so our family can have a better life. He is such a hard worker.
When we started down the path of school and having children, I honestly thought that everyday was going to be so hard. That I would just close my eyes and hold my breath and hope it was over quickly. Oh, don't worry, I still want it to be over, however; I have been able to find the
joy in the journey. Which for me is a
huge feat.